MELATONIN-T: RED EYES THE MORNING

I've been having trouble sleeping these past few days. i am insomniac. huhuhu... i have lots of pressure stimuli around me, and i am thinking that it is just me who's creating trouble out of those. It is suppose to push me to do things better and to plan ahead for my own good. My family problems, my financial independence, my social life, and the forgotten one, my stage of intimacy which i don't give a damn. I was really on it when i was in college days, but mention it in front of me right now, I'll just give you pretty faces around the net and some "cyber-friends". It is unlikely.

I cant describe how i felt the morning i had my eyes red. It was not conjunctivitis or anything, i mean the bacterial or viral one but i guess my eyes was just "overused", same as my bed. I had different relaxation ways done and they haven't help me well. I have been controlling my naps during day time and i even omitted the caffeine containing foods, it just dont work for me.

I took a capsule of my melatonin-T, it made me dizzy 30 minutes after. Supposedly, it should've drop me to bed and had me my REM after hours but it just made me dizzy and nauseated. ( sigh)... i guess i am just having so much of things on me and on my mind. Thinking about the problems that i am not suppose to give time.

How about you? Have ever experienced this kind of problem? i mean, a moment when you just can't bear the things around you because you knew their is really something wrong with you, the place where you at, the people around you and to add up the feeling of trying to be on your own ?

mmm... Maybe it is too early to think about it, but one thing i know for sure , this can be the start of something different. Something good.