PRACTICALITY COMES IN DIFFERENT WAYS

SHOUT!

NARCOTICS DURING HOLIDAYS

--i feel like i'm loosing you, but ... i just realized i never had you from the start--

It was just my all in my mind. My own fantasy. The hatred and bitterness come crossing my nerves, making me numb the more. It wasnt right from the start that i kept everythin from you. The words you have said and the laughters you've whispered during pillow times. It was all good as i can just remember it. BUZZ! no answer. i did not took the chance to answer your call, it was not right to do so. The point of having you is not just to fill my fantasy of love, it was just dominating and irresistible to compare something vast to a feeling within a grasp. I am giving myself more than you think i do. i am
Stupified.