CLEAN UP YOUR THOUGHTS and SAY THE RIGHT WORDS

CLEAN UP YOUR THOUGHTS and SAY THE RIGHT WORDS
by: frankred28
As i am sobbing and soaked in tears and regrets (of words i have spoken)

The scariest thing in this world are not monsters,
not insanity, or evils.
The scariest thing in this world is LOVE.
It is when you should know to do it right
react on the right feeling,
control the emotions that are not necessary
and most importantly, say the right words,

I am not perfect and i am not the best of the best when it comes to this thing
and i don’t even consider myself an average when it comes to giving love.

I am just an ordinary person who knows what it is to care
to show affection, to shout to the world what my heart tells me
and be proud of the person i am willing to give my life to..

Sometimes, rocks fall down from a bright sunshine
Smiles turn into frowning and tears start to dry on the corner of our eyes
and we learned that dying is not the scariest thing in this world, and see living as even more.

It is not that scary, if we think twice.... clean up our thoughts and say the right words.

I was regretful, i was deeply feeling the pain,
I will learn from the experience of so much pain!
I will be better from then on...
These pains are not just ordinary pains,
feeling them because of thinking i am being ignored
feels like a thousand lacerating wounds on my chest
and a bomb to explode underneath...
I dont know what is the effect of this emotionally
all i know is am gathering up the pieces of my heart...
put it all back.. and make it ready to love you again,
that much.

Sobbing and soaking,
ako TT