I have been busy a lot these past few months. Days became nights and vice versa. Night shift duty hours have compromised my friendly eyes and been spending too much just to make myself comfortable and breathing.
It’s no joke to spend more than 12 hours in a hospital .When I go home after 9pm, the favourite Teleseryes were aired and everyone else’s asleep. I have no one to share the dining table with and just be contented talking to my spoon and fork as i enjoy the cold food prepared for me. Also, night shift 12-hour duty has crippled my titbits. The days of good sleep, spontaneous chit-chats and cuddling with my brothers has long been felt. I have been messing a lot and been missing lots of times. The quality moments with my family has been slowly ignored as I attend to my duty and nurture my career. It is surely a huge sacrifice to give your time for others yet you haven’t proven anything to your family in giving them your learning, your expertise in health, heartfelt service and even monetary measures.
The days travelled so fast...as fast as its killing me.
Groups would usually say that i am into other side of the world a lot... in having a business life. It is a fact! I have been giving my time for business and for improving my people skills. They just don’t know the reason why i am too busy doing things out of my profession. The confusion of career satisfaction and emotionally unstable stage are crushing me to the bones.
CONFUSION OF CAREER SATISFACTION
I can do my work well and proud to say that i do better as days unfold. I am a real nurse when I’m in the hospital and i am not just someone who goes in goes out the duty without any concern of help to improve the value of care the clients deserve. They ought to have quality service out of their choice of healthcare provider and trust on the system. Being a nurse is like riding a roller coaster. The folks make you wounded and the patients’ Thank Yous heal the scars. Lucky enough if you have received it twice a day, but then most of it comes in “Tupperware” value.
DONT MAKE ME CRY...*RY
HUuurrrrgghhh! You’re giving me heartaches bea! I have ponder before to stop myself from having a relationship yet you have come to show me, i think the Right person to be with. The only problem now is that, if he wants me too. I am crushed by my f**kin hectic schedule and stressed with how night shift duty hours make my ugly. I just want to look good and be appreciated. Now, I cant sleep and i am thinking deeply of what things i have to do to get out of this trap. I am hopeful that he would give me a chance in proving myself that i am worthy as a partner and i am also afraid to be rejected. I think that i have to pursue this...i will be your future.
