Its been a while since i visited my blog site and here i am sharing one of the emptiest stage of my life... tsk tsk tsk ^^
WORK
After a long time of sitting in front of the speakers during our orientation as nurse orientees, I am currently having my duty in the floor. Met lots of people, different personalities, each with unique way of approaching you. I keep on telling myself that in need to be myself and to treat people the best way i can. Dealing with the way i handle relationships with authority. It has been a problem with me to express my genuine concern for people and to show off how i appreciate them but circumstances, reactions, unnecessary things just poped-up. So here i am still struggling for the best socialization "thingie". I am being positive with the ahead, anyways, i am enjoying the company of almost everyone.
FAMILY
One thing i can proudly say is that, maybe i am bound to be more than just a second child. Thinking more mature than my older brother and that i handle things the nice way everytime something goes wrong. This aspect of my life isnt empty at all. More ways of showing affection and selfless efforts for my mom. I am in verge of getting away from the wave of forcing my brother to do what he wants to do. I just always tell him that "this time on, you need to decide for yourself". If youo wanted to change course and not take up nursing anymore, then find that passion in something you really wanted to do. Though i started clueless of taking up nursing, i am starting to love my career. Keeping people feel safe and comfortable.
SPIRITUAL
This is the almost empty stage of my MAY right now. Not covering my ass with my busy schedule, I am always tired from work that i always forgot to go to church. Sometimes, I even remember watching movies alone than Praying.
LOVE
is..... EMPTY! Status: Married (committed to work).
There are people who are worth talking to, Some are not worth mentioning.
This thingie can wait. (If they wanted to play around, I aint playing anymore!)
PEACE.
WORK
After a long time of sitting in front of the speakers during our orientation as nurse orientees, I am currently having my duty in the floor. Met lots of people, different personalities, each with unique way of approaching you. I keep on telling myself that in need to be myself and to treat people the best way i can. Dealing with the way i handle relationships with authority. It has been a problem with me to express my genuine concern for people and to show off how i appreciate them but circumstances, reactions, unnecessary things just poped-up. So here i am still struggling for the best socialization "thingie". I am being positive with the ahead, anyways, i am enjoying the company of almost everyone.
FAMILY
One thing i can proudly say is that, maybe i am bound to be more than just a second child. Thinking more mature than my older brother and that i handle things the nice way everytime something goes wrong. This aspect of my life isnt empty at all. More ways of showing affection and selfless efforts for my mom. I am in verge of getting away from the wave of forcing my brother to do what he wants to do. I just always tell him that "this time on, you need to decide for yourself". If youo wanted to change course and not take up nursing anymore, then find that passion in something you really wanted to do. Though i started clueless of taking up nursing, i am starting to love my career. Keeping people feel safe and comfortable.
SPIRITUAL
This is the almost empty stage of my MAY right now. Not covering my ass with my busy schedule, I am always tired from work that i always forgot to go to church. Sometimes, I even remember watching movies alone than Praying.
LOVE
is..... EMPTY! Status: Married (committed to work).
There are people who are worth talking to, Some are not worth mentioning.
This thingie can wait. (If they wanted to play around, I aint playing anymore!)
PEACE.